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I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ. I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ. Aʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛᴇʀs ᴀɴᴅ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅᴇʀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ. Wᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ sʟᴀᴘ ᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ? Wᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ? Wᴇʟʟ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪssᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ, ᴋɪssᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ, ɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴋɪᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. I'ᴍ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴜʀɴ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏᴡɴ, I'ᴍ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʀɪᴘ ɪᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ. Wᴇʟʟ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴍᴘʟᴏʏ ᴡᴀs ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ɴᴏᴡ. Sᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴜᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I'ʟʟ sʜᴏᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏᴡɴ. I'ᴍ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ᴅʀɪɴᴋ, ғɪɢʜᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ғᴜᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ I'ᴍ ᴘᴜsʜɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʟᴜᴄᴋ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɴᴏᴡ. Mᴀʏʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴜɴɴᴇʀ ᴜᴘ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏsᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴀʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛs ɪɴ ʜᴏʀsᴇsʜᴏᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀɴᴅ ɢʀᴇɴᴀᴅᴇs. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ. I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ. I'ᴍ ᴀ ʜᴀᴛᴇʀ, ᴀ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛᴏʀ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴘᴀɪʀ ᴏғ Cʜᴜᴄᴋ Tᴀʏʟᴏʀs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ. Bᴏʀɴ ɪɴᴛᴏ Nɪxᴏɴ, I ᴡᴀs ʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʜᴇʟʟ. A ᴡᴇʟғᴀʀᴇ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ wʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴍsᴛᴇʀs ᴅᴡᴇʟʟᴇᴅ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ʙᴏʀɴ, ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴜɴ. Mʏ ᴛᴏᴡɴ ᴡᴀs ʙʟɪɴᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ʀᴇғɪɴᴇʀʏ sᴜɴ. Mʏ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴢᴇʀᴏ. I ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀs ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴄʟᴀss ʜᴇʀᴏ. 21sᴛ Cᴇɴᴛᴜʀʏ Bʀᴇᴀᴋᴅᴏᴡɴ; I ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴡᴀs ʟᴏsᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀs ғᴏᴜɴᴅ. I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ʟᴇғᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ 20ᴛʜ ᴄᴇɴᴛᴜʀʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴅʟɪɴᴇ. I ᴡᴀs ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴘᴏɪsᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ. Cᴏɴᴅᴇᴍɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴏᴏᴅ. Vɪᴅᴇᴏ ɢᴀᴍᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏᴡᴇʀs ғᴀʟʟ. Hᴏᴍᴇʟᴀɴᴅ sᴇᴄᴜʀɪᴛʏ cᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴜs ᴀʟʟ. Mʏ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴢᴇʀᴏ. I ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀs ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ᴄʟᴀss ʜᴇʀᴏ. 21sᴛ Cᴇɴᴛᴜʀʏ Bʀᴇᴀᴋᴅᴏᴡɴ; I ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴡᴀs ʟᴏsᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀs ғᴏᴜɴᴅ. I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ʟᴇғᴛ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ 20ᴛʜ ᴄᴇɴᴛᴜʀʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴅʟɪɴᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀɪᴇs ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴀss ᴏғ '13, ʙᴏʀɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇʀᴀ ᴏғ ʜᴜᴍɪʟɪᴛʏ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇsᴘᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴄʟɪɴᴇ, ʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀsᴛᴀʀᴅs ᴏғ 1969. Mʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏɴɢ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏɴ, ʙᴏʀɴ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ 4ᴛʜ ᴏғ Jᴜʟʏ. Rᴀɪsᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇʀᴀ ᴏғ ʜᴇʀᴏᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴇғᴛ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ᴏʀ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ, I ᴀᴍ ᴀ ɴᴀᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴋᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ. Mʏ ᴅᴇʙᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs ǫᴜᴏ, ᴛʜᴇ sᴄᴀʀs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴs ᴛᴏ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴅs ɪs ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ. I sᴡᴀʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴄʜᴏᴋᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ғᴀɪᴛʜ. I'ᴠᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ. I'ᴠᴇ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴍʏ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴛᴇᴇᴛʜ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪʟʟᴀʀ ᴏғ ᴅᴀᴍᴀɢᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I'ᴠᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴜǫᴜᴇᴛ oғ ғʟᴏᴡᴇʀs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ. I sᴀᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ʀᴏᴏᴍ, wᴀsᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ Jᴜᴅɢᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ Dᴀʏ. I ᴘʀᴀɪsᴇ ʟɪʙᴇʀᴛʏ, Tʜᴇ Fʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ Oʙᴇʏ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ sᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴛʀᴀɴɢʟᴇs ᴍᴇ. Oʜ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄʀᴏss ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɴᴇ. Oʜ, ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ, Aᴍᴇʀɪᴄᴀ, ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ. I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ's ᴇᴀʀʟʏ ᴅᴀᴡɴ. Sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ, Aᴍᴇʀɪᴄᴀ, sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ. Bᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴏᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴs.